sometimes it's all about me...
12.13.2003
12.12.2003
sara rocks my socks!
music - somewhat damaged by nine inch nails
reds0xangel (7:47:08 PM): your the shit
reds0xangel (7:47:11 PM): i love you girl
12.08.2003
listen.
music - anything by tracy chapman
with the radio playin' soft and emotions runnin' high he held me like a real man on that snowy winter night, all the times in the past that you burned me and stole pieces of me that were not yours to take...vanished...i knew it was going to be alright...
-tracy chapman
12.06.2003
newest christmas list
music - the ocean by led zepplin
because i know you all love me oh, so very much.
some people have already called things, so yeah. questions talk to them.
1 - tacky underware! i will NEVER say no to that! -talia/cobby
2 - a new, larger bed. pweese? -parents
3 - lillian's a + e jeans -grandparents
4 - a really cute shirt
5 - cell phone! aargh! i can't go on much longer! -parents
6 - dove shampoo (extra volume) and conditioner (intense moisture) and caress body wash in shimmering dreams (tee hee!) -joey
7 - warm vanilla sugar body spritz (body shop trip anyone?) -dad
8 - pac sun gift card! i fucking LOVE those pants -grandparents
9 - money - grandparents
10 - chocolate. the fast way to my heart. lol
11 - you! =D
12 - this! it's so pretty. i love it so much
13 - help painting my room -talia and parents
14 - led zepplin and bob marley poster. (click search and type in the name of each one. for zepplin i want the 1st one listed, and for bob i want page 8, black and white him leaning on his guitar) -andy
15 - black chucks! size 9! -lillian
oh man
music - masspike by the get up kids
I'M SO SORRY - ariel, john, shelly, laura, the guy sitting in the corner. i think his name was dan, the nice man in the hospital, brian, cobby, both my parents and cobby's, the people who's lawn i was on.
anyone who saw me.
i'm so sorry.
i would do anything to take it back.
sorry sorry sorry.
i love you all
i'm just fucked up.
would i ever
music - get up stand up by bob marley
1. Eat a bug? sure
2. Bungee jump? hell yeah
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? hahaha oh yeah
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? mhm
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? been there
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? ...have NOT been there lol
8. Parachute from a plane? sure
9. Walk on hot coals? ow?
10. Go out with someone for their looks? probably not
11. For their reputation? what kind of reputation?
12. Be a vegetarian? hahaha! no!
13. Wear plaid with stripes? how much would you pay me and how drunk would i be?
14. IM a stranger? why not
15. Sing karaoke? yeah. crazy in love is my song
16. Get drunk off your ass? hahaha, got arrested last time. but again! again! lol
17. Shoplift? i've done it.
18. Run a red light? am i late?
19. Star in a porn video? hahaha! woot! what kind? where do i sign up? lol
20. Dye your hair blue? yes!
21. Be on Survivor? yes!
22. Wear makeup in public? yeah...
23. NOT wear makeup in public? i normally do
24. Cheat on a test? yepp.
25. Make someone cry? i've made a lot of people cry
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? not my math...but my BIO teacher on the other hand...
27. Kick a baby? haha, bitch i eat babies. lol jk
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? i kinda did once. but not really.
29. Cuss out a priest? probably
30. Take a job as a janitor? how long would i have to keep it
31. Stay up all through the night? done that. i like it. sun rises are so pretty,
12.02.2003
wasn't that fun? NOW waste your time by killing EVERYONE!
music - buried myself alive by the used
ah. horrible day. art was cancelled so lillian and i went to the cafeteria to see john. morabito that is. then 'i'm pissed because i'm short and have a small penis' shows up. being the bastard he is, he tells lillian and i to go away. and john says "no, heather stay." and then 'i'm pissed because i'm short and have a small penis' says "now why do we want heather here?" and john says "'cause she's cool." and i said "oooh [i'm pissed because i'm short and have a small penis] that was collld." and then i asked him what was wrong, and he's like "nothing! shut the fuck up go the fuck away!" i hope he finds the midol i left in his bag. =D. man. i can't believe i liked that kid. but i can believe i hooked up with him. so hot =). despite the small penis. anyway, he should get over it, he hasn't talked to me for a while, so what does he expect? me NOT to hook up with his friends...? he didn't seem to mind last week in detention. teehee. i failed my spanish test, and lillian and i said FUCK YOU to everyone and hit eachother to get out our excess anger. went to history, again lillian and i have avoided doing our project and it was due, what, mid october? i gave lillian a piggy back ride and got kicked out of the library and then the cafeteria for sitting on the tables. went to math. slept. went to english. almost killed john mooney, he was fucking giggling in the back of the room, and zach croy. oh shit, i wanna pluck his eyebrows so badly. they're calling me..."pluck me! please pluck me! i'm overgrown! soon i won't be able to see! *looks confused*" i'm seeing john tomorrow, with lillian and if we can convince 'i'm pissed because i'm short and have a small penis' to come we will. cobby and jo and maybe talia or max on thursday, cobby and brian sleeping over on friday, visiting korin with cobby on saturday, and movies with nyssa, cobby, and some of alex's friends on saturday night.
maybe this week will end better then it began.
12.01.2003
snow!
music - paper thin walls by modest mouse
on the bright side, it SNOWED today! on the 1st of december! woo! i was with cobby and joey and it was lovely. john granted my wish for snow! i've got to give him a hug tomorrow.
i love winter. =D
frustration
music - all along the watchtower by jimi hendrix
frustration is a very interesting emotion which tends to bring out the worst in people. if you are a small child, you bring out the worst in yourself by throwing food at the wall and forcing a mess on your poor care takers. if you are a frustrated citizen, you just might create a frustrated mob to go behead the king and begin a democracy. if you are a frustrated moth, you bang yourself against lights, frightening innocent people and make everything incredibly dusty. if you are frustrated like me because korin is in the hospital, people think i stepped on the good foot and did the bad thing with (ewy) jake, and cobby is sad because of korin, then you punch your fucking wall and put a hole in it.
oops.
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